Thursday, July 31

Weird dreams again

Must study. I've been feeling kinda lazy to do so but I got to fight it. Grrr..

So..

Something interesting happened again. I had another strange dream. Well, I find them interesting because they are my dreams and some of them are really weird, and I do believe that certain dreams have meanings behind them.

Anyway, I dreamt the same dream twice. It was not the whole thing but a part of it. You know when sometimes your dreams are split up to parts that may or may not be connected? Well, one part of it kind of repeated. But the replayed version was a little bit altered.

The dream started with me watching Rendall and his band competing. Nothing much there except that he and someone were doing a drum and bass combo. People clapping yadda yadda yadda.. (I hope he does not get too excited from hearing this later. Heh..) After that, everything went black and I heard a voice telling me this:

"You will live to see the second coming."

Waaah!!! What if that was true? Is that good? Is that bad?? We are definitely living in the end times but we do not know when Jesus will come again. It may be tomorrow or next week or the next hundred years, we do not know! Only the Father knows! Eeeeeeee.. Okay, I was not thinking of that at that time in my dream. It only came to me after I woke up. (^.^)

After hearing that, I felt, nothing. I did not feel worried or scared and neither did I feel excited. (It probably shows that I am not spiritually prepared for his coming, yet. Eeek!) Then in a blink of an eye, I was speeding down some highway. I was alone in the car, threading through traffic like nobody's business. As I was driving, I looked out of my window and noticed that everyone else but me, were caught in a jam. I do wonder what does that part mean?

Then later, I was with a group of people whom I did not know. We were heading to some housing area. When we arrived, there was nobody there. All the houses looked like they were abandoned years ago. At that instant, I was standing on the sidewalk and when I looked down, I noticed that the manholes were missing. When I looked further down, I saw some kind of abyss and quickly looked away. We then wandered around, entering a few houses to look for people but we found no one. Suddenly, someone shouted at me to get away from a house because it had snakes in there.

And then I woke up.

I looked at my phone and saw that it was 7.40am. My class today starts at 9.00am, still too early to get up so I closed my eyes and continued to snooze.

Then I dreamt of the same thing again before I awoke.

It was the same group of people and we were in the same place. I did the same thing which I did before, looking down, entering houses and all, but the only thing different this time around was that instead of being warned about snakes, I was warned to not enter the house because there were terrorists there. The warning came a bit too late though. Some people who were with me near that house got shot. I stood there shocked for a moment and when I came to my senses and realised I was still unhurt, I ran. They aimed at me but every single fire missed. I kept running, trying to get as far away as possible, then I woke up.

The first thing that came to my head after opening my eyes was a verse which I had read the night before:

1 John 4:1
"Dear friends, do not believe every spirit, but test the spirits to see whether they are from God..."


Strange?

I wonder what made my subconscious dream of such things and how did a Battle of the Bands lead to.. to that?? Does that dream have anything to do with my life? Is there some kind of message? Was it really the Holy Spirit telling me that I will live to see the second coming? The end of the world? Did I just dream of the devil symbolically with the snakes and terrorists? Am I suppose to interpret the dreams or just let it be? Am I to test the dreams or something?

Oh dear oh dear oh dear. It's one of those times again.

Monday, July 28

I too, contributed to their record breaking sales

Have you watched it yet? That movie that everybody is talking about. The one which is breaking records in the film industry set by Spider man, Lord of the Rings, Pirates of the Caribbean and Star Wars. It is even expected to beat the champion of all 20th century films (however I do not agree to it being called that), Titanic.

Have you watched The Dark Knight??


Who will Gothom put their hopes in?


I am not really a huge Batman fan. I did watch some episodes from the cartoon series years ago and it kind of helped me figure out what will happen in the movie. Hehe.. I predicted some parts right and no I did not read any spoilers before watching it. =P I just kind of guessed based on the characters' personalities.


I watched it last Friday afternoon with Sonia. It was great! I love the Joker! His jokes are just too cute and funny! And I was really fascinated by his "magic trick"! It's sick but sleek!




I'm on his side! (^.^)


Without the Joker, the villains would be ordinary mobsters or lame like the Penguin or Poison Ivy. The Riddler is okay but he can't beat the Joker! No way!


I'd rate it a 9.5/10!!


And for those who are wondering about Owange's wound, I am happy to say that it healed! =) Thank the Lord! I was so worried that it would get worse or have little maggots infesting it. Gross!

Bald spot!


If you forgot how it looked like before that, here's the picture. Bloody..

Thursday, July 24

TALented

You know how most times people go crazy over lead guitarists when they do their twangy thang? And there's always a lot of hoohah about the singers and drummers of a band?

People, well the audience, tend to notice them first and the bassist later. Well maybe not everybody, but I am pretty sure when you listen to songs, the first thing that catches your ears would be the beat (drums) which leads to the rhythm (guitar) and melody (lead and singer) and then that low rhythmic tune (bass) but then again, the order differs, depending on who listens and which song you're talking about.

Anyway, I think the only time that bassists really really shine is when they play jazz. That's what I have observed so far. (^.^)

And most of the time, they are played by guys. It's quite rare to find a girl playing bass especially one who plays it with the feel in each note.

Meet Tal Wilkenfeld. A girl who dropped out of high school when she was 16 (of course, I do not recommend this and I am not encouraging one to do so.. =P) and moved to New York to get involved in the music scene (waaah... so nice!!). She started on the guitar but switched later on to bass. And I am so glad she did! She plays bass much better than other bassists in the mainstream!

I hope she gains more recognition in time!

Go Tal! YOU ROCK!!!!





Tuesday, July 22

But still, I typed

Remember this dude?


I spy with my sinister eyes, something that begins with F. Yum =[


He's the vampire Lestat, played by Stuart Townsend. I think Stuart was a better Lestat compared to Tom Cruise. Although his acting skills were kind of lame and forgettable in Queen of the Damned, he made pale look sexy. In fact, I think he might probably be one of the first few to make pale look sexy!


Now look at that face and compare him to:


Aren't I gorgeous? ;)



Robert Pattinson a.k.a. Edward Cullen. Sometimes when I look at him, I feel as if they casted the wrong guy but then sometimes I think that maybe it was not such a bad idea? He looks great in photos but when I saw the trailer, he looks a bit too thin. His face is a bit too sunken in which makes him look more like a recovering druggie rather than a super hot and sexy vampire with looks men would trade their souls for!



Anyway, random ponderings aside!

I'm not really in the mood to type because every time when I start, there's this naggy voice telling me to stop, go home and study. Eheh.. (^.^)

Just a recap on what has been going on:

I went to Juen's church, PJ Gospel Hall, last Saturday to attend their event called "The Art of Living". It was great and I had fun! Got to see her mummy and daddy and her cute little sister! =) I'll write about it soon because I told Juen I WILL blog about it!


Mrs. Agnes picked me up on Sunday morning to bring me to her church, The Potter's Fellowship church. I found out later that I have passed it a few times before when Aunty Essy and Uncle Richard brought me to their place. Oh and I met her 15 year old son, Keith. He was a very sweet boy. =)


Owange's wound has finally closed up! Yay! Just waiting for the fur to cover up that small bald spot. Hehe.. But the silly kitty just HAD to get some more injuries! He has a few scratch marks on his forehead and his ears. They're probably caused by some other naughty male kitties. Tsk tsk.


Confession! I can't help but check out this cute guy everytime he walks by or along the corridor because he is just too cute! Haha! Girls and their craziness! Or perhaps it's just me and my craziness? (^.^) But don't worry! I'm not going to do anything stupid. I am already happy with my current relationship and I love Rendall very very much! I guess that guy kind of reminds me of Rendall, that's why he caught my eye. Lame excuse! Haha!


I guess that's just about it?

Oh! I have yet to watch The Dark Knight! I'll probably watch it with Sonia this Friday after class because there's a Youth Festival going on at Sunway Pyramid. They're giving off freebies! Woohoo! I love freebies!! =D

Thursday, July 17

My answers (II)

Answer these questions honestly.


(01) Are you allowed to have a bf/gf?
Yes.

(02) Describe urself in one word.
Christian.

(03) Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?
Hmmm.. I would pick the one who I love that really loves me too.

(04) Have you ever loved someone before but never had the courage to tell him/her?
Yes. But I think it's not the super duper lovey dovey kind of love but the normal crush types. (^.^)

(05) Does it feel good to love?
Yes!

(06) God is giving you just 5 more minutes to live, if you love someone special what will you say to that person?
Don't worry about me because I am with Jesus. Just focus on living to the full and loving God! We will meet each other again and the next time, it will be in a much better place. =) So do not forget God's love and make sure you meet me in heaven! I'll be waiting for you! I love you!

(07) What will you say to someone who doesn't want to believe you??
You'll regret it.

(08) Was there ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
Don't remember.

(09) What's your opinion about someone who's jealous?
They're not counting their blessings!

(10) What can you say about playboys/playgirls?
They'll regret it.


[[ * PART 2 * ]]
(01) Best place to cry?
Anywhere except any public place. Wouldn't want to look like a drama queen!

(02) Who do you love the most?
Jesus!

(03) Tell us your dream last night?
Wrong timing! I did not have any dreams last night. =P

(04) Ever hated someone so bad?
Yes. And then I hated myself for hating so I stopped the hate.

(05) The biggest & most hurtful lie you heard?
I can't remember any.


[[ * LAST PERSON... * ]]
(01) Had a beer with?
Don't like beer.

(02) Went to the movies with?
Rendall.

(03) Talked on the cell phone with?
Rendall.

(04) You hugged?
My gal pals who were once in my Further Math class! =D I'm the only girl in the class now after they got transfered. ='(

(05) You yelled at?
Can't remember.

[[ * IN THE LAST WEEK HAVE YOU...* ]]
(01) Kissed sumone?
No.

(02) Sing/sung/song?
Huh? You mean sang? Yes.

(03) Danced crazy?
Yes.

(04) Think of the last time u were angry, why were u angry?
Because one of my housemates kicked my cat!!

(05) You will die in 3 mins. Last call?
Heaven. I'll probably cry an SOS to the Lord and ask Him for bravery and repentance and tell Him that I want to live longer, and also pray that His will be done (hopefully that I may have more time to live!).

(06) If you could do anything OR wish anything, what would it be?
Honestly, I wish I could either manipulate time or manipulate minds. Hehehe..

(07) Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?
Hehe.. =P

(08) Are you old fashioned?
Yes and no.

(09) What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
Neither.

(10) What would be the hardest for you to give up on?
Love.

My answers (I)

Tagged by Dave the Barbarian.

Name 20 people randomly.
At the end of the survey, choose 5 people to do the survey.
Don't read the questions, but name the 20 people first

  1. Davisa
  2. Nickki
  3. Rendall
  4. Juen Nin
  5. Suan Shih
  6. Jesselyn
  7. Jylene
  8. Sayuri
  9. Ching
  10. Danial
  11. Sze Howe
  12. Aldrin
  13. Adeline
  14. Sonia
  15. Edina
  16. Fiona
  17. Faizal
  18. Francesca
  19. Bion
  20. Raimi


1. How did you meet number 18? Francesca
I can't remember how exactly because it was too long ago but I do know that we met in Primary School! =)


2. What will you do if you have not met number 17? Faizal
I think I would be doing the same things I am doing now, it's not like he made a huge impact on my life, well, except maybe to be someone I can bully in class when I am bored.


3. What if number 9 and 20 dated? Ching + Raimi
They would be a lesbo couple if they did so. (^.^)


4. What if number 5 and 10 dated? Suan Shih + Danial
I would tease them every time in class and blackmail someone with something. Hehehehehe.. But I doubt that the two of them will ever date each other!


5. Describe number 1. Davisa
Barbaric. =P She's a nice girl who can be loud at times and very passionate when she's in the mood to do something.


6. Do you think number 8 is attractive? Sayuri
Yup!


7. Describe number 7. Jylene
One of my besties! Very trustworthy, honest (even if it hurts) and most importantly, taken! =P


8. Do you know any family members of 12? Aldrin
Nope!


9. What language does number 15 speak? Edina
English, BM, Hokkien. I do not know if there's more but I do know that I have heard her speak in those before.


10. Who is number 9 hanging out with? Ching
Er.. Her current and previous classmates? =D


11. How old is number 16? Fiona
Soon to be nineteen.


12. When was the last time you spoke to number 13? Adeline
Just now in Economics class.


13. Who's number 2 favourite singer/band? Nickki
I think it keeps changing but I'm quite sure she still likes Josh Groban, Michael Buble and Evanescence.


14. Have you ever dated number 4? Juen Nin
Hahahahahahahahahahahaha! Yes. No!


15. Would you ever date number 19? Bion
Hahahahahahahahahahahaha! NO!!!


16. Is number 3 single? Rendall
Hahahahahahahahahahahaha! OF COURSE NOT!!!


17. What is number 10's last name? Danial
Zikril.


18. Would you ever be in a relationship with number 11? Sze Howe
Bf-gf you mean? Nope!


19. What is the school of number 13? Adeline
I don't know actually.


20. Where does number 6 stay? Jesselyn
In a house. You know, those concrete things which has bathrooms, bedrooms, dining rooms etc.


21. What is your favourite thing about number 5? Suan Shih
Her personality! =)


22. Have you ever seen number 14 naked? Sonia
Hahahahahahahahahahahaha! NOPE!!!!! NEVER!!!!

Tuesday, July 15

I mentioned him before

I did not realise this until just now: I wrote about Owange last year in one of my posts here!!! It was the first time I saw him.

Owange! You were the adorable kitty that did not leave until I gave you some of my food! So cuteeeee!!!

So, the first time we met was a Tuesday on November 20th, 2007. I'll remember that date my feline friend! You are my God-sent kitty to accompany me here! I hope you know that I love you to bits you adorable little fluff ball!


*squeezes Owange so super tightly* =D

Monday, July 14

I wish I have the ability to teleport

MTV Asia Awards 2008. Genting. Saturday, August 2nd.

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

I want to go! I wanna go! But do I need to? But I want to! I must! I must go! Must! Must! Must! Must go! Yea! I should go! Should go! Hmm.. When's the next chance? Never? Argh! Should go! Should go! I MUST GO!!!!!!!!!!

But I did not know that the tickets are by invitation only. Last night, Sonia told me that we could actually get a hold of them if we go down to Zouk this Saturday, 19th July, and be the best mosh pitter they have ever seen! Sounds soooo tempting!


I found out that they are going to give 300 tickets! My goodness! The mosh pit will be so freaking cramped up and stinky and crowded and honestly, I don't know whether I would actually be able to enjoy the performances that way. I know it'll be close to the performances and I might appear on the telly a few times but, is it worth it?



OH YEA!!! I THINK IT IS!!!!!




But i doubt that mummy and daddy will let me go. Hehe.. But when will this chance come again? Hmmm.. I don't mind watching Jared Leto and Panic at the Disco and One Republic but for the rest? Er... Not really into The Click Five and maybe watching the Pussycat Dolls won't be so bad. Maybe I can spot their flaws? Stretch marks and flab?? Haha! Oh wait! Maybe they'll be covered up like Gwen Stefani??

Aiya... It won't be fun that way..

Then again, I am torn!! Kind of.

I told Juen that I will help her with her church's carnival THIS SATURDAY TOO! That means, if I actually got permission to go to a club (Zouk is a club in case you did not know), I have to choose either to go with Sonia and try to win us some tickets, or help Juen with her church activity.

Oh no. Dear Lord, why must it clash? Is this some kind of test you're giving me? To choose between You and some celebrities? Hahahahahaha.. eheh..

Friday, July 11

The Fellowship of the Ring and their secrets

I remember I came across this particular site years back when I was searching the web for some "Lord of the Rings" fansites. Yep! I was a huge fan of the books and the movies and the actors during the craze! But it kind of died down now. (Although, I still go gaga when I see Elijah's bright blue eyes!! =P)

Anyway, I only visited that site once or twice and forgot about it, until a few minutes ago. Some random memory in my head popped up and I decided to search for that site again. I had a good laugh and I remember I did not understand some of the jokes when I first read it. I was around 14 or 15 at the time, a bit too young and innocent to understand a few stuff.. Eheh.. (^.^)

This site is not exactly a "fansite" of LotR. It was done by somebody who created a parody of the whole thing and decided to share her series to the whole world. Well, she never really completed it. I think it's kind of cute and hilarious in a way but it might offend some major fanatics.

Have a look at it and laugh! It'll be better if you knew (or still remember) who the characters are and how the story goes! =D

The Very Secret Diaries
of



I love it how Frodo is so innocent in the whole thing! Teehee..

Tuesday, July 8

About 7 weeks more to my mock

Today, while I was having my Economics class from 2pm to 3pm, Sonia texted me. This is what her message read:

"I think d robber came again.."

WHAT????

I quickly got out of class 3.18 and called her. I asked her what had happened and she explained that a strange man knocked on our front door while she and two of her classmates were in our apartment. Of course, they did not know that it was some strange man until they opened the door to have a look.

Some guy, dressed in slacks and a long sleeved shirt, stood there and asked a few questions. He kept asking if "the owner" was in, what ever that means, and he also asked them if there were only three of them at home. Sonia and her friends did not give off any information and when asked, the man said that he was from Tesco carrying out a survey.

Yea right, such a lame ass excuse!

I doubt he had pen and papers with him that time. I am not too sure about the other details because I have not seen Sonia after I called her but I am positively sure that that guy was no surveyer. Well, maybe he was actually doing a survey, by checking to see if there are anybody at home at certain times!

Anyway, I just pray that who ever he was, I hope he does not show up again or hurt us or steal our stuff! Or else he will totally regret it for messing around with me and my housemates! I got someone watching over me 24/7 (till eternity!!) and the wannabe robber would not want to face the BIG BOSS when I tell Him of my problems! =P

As for other news, Owange came for dinner last night! And guess what?

Some good Samaritan (or maybe he actually has a real owner??) cleaned his wound!!

All cleaned up!


This is how the wound looked like before:


Eeeee...


I'm so glad that it looks much better! And I am also happy that I might not have to clean it anytime soon! I'm sure he's happy that I'm not hurting him with some funky smelling liquid thing which I applied on his backside too! Hehe..

Uhuh!


So can I please have my Friskees? Or do you have tuna?


Thank the Lord that everything is fine for me and my housemates and my beloved Owange! =D

Monday, July 7

Beloved stray

A lot happened to me during the two-week holiday recently, and when I got back to Subang, I found out that something happened to my beloved Owange!

There's this huge and ugly wound on his left thigh near his backside!

My poor stray kitty!

I know that Owange is just a stray cat but I adore him and treat him like my pet kitty! He is the most gentle and quiet stray cat I have ever come across in my life and he recognizes my voice when I call out for him! So cute!

Last Thursday, I decided to try and clean his wound. It was still all opened up and bloody and I did not want it to get infected. Although, I think it is already infected, anyway I just did not want it to get worse. Him being a stray cat and going to all sorts of dirty places to look for food.. Owange!! I am not going to let you die from a stupid infection!!

So, I cleaned his wound with dettol that night and it was the first time that he looked at me with eyes full of hatred! He did not give me the "manja-manja" look but the agressive "I'm gonna scratch you" kind of looking eyes! I felt so heart broken when he stared at me that way but I told him that I did not want his wound to get worse and it is for his own good!

I held him down and tried again and this time he was squirming from under my hand and he tried to attack the cotton pad. It must have hurt so badly because after he escaped, he ran to the corner and pissed. Poor Owange...

I cleaned his wound for two nights so far and decided that if it did not close up by this week, I will do that again even if he were to hate me and not come to me for food for weeks. I just do not want him to die. His wound is so huge and deep! It is worse that the one I got on my knee last month!
Sonia and I were trying to figure out how Owange got injured and we came to the conclusion that someone must not like cats here and did this to him while he was looking for food. It could have been the exhaust pipe from a car or bike but the wound did not look burnt, it is more like a bash or a gash with a sharp object which caused a huge chunk of flesh to come off. The reasons were these:
  1. the side of the wound was torn
  2. if Owange DID get too close to an exhaust pipe, instinct would have told him to move away instantly and the wound would not have been THAT deep, I think
  3. Sonia and I saw a white cat last semester with the same kind of wound on its shoulder and that cat is nowhere to be seen anymore.. =(
Then again, he could have gotten stuck somewhere which had sharp objects and he was not careful enough or something. I don't know. I just want his wound to heal and I do not want him to leave me! I love him and I am going to do my best to take care of him and not let him die!


Owange~

Thursday, July 3

Bloody hell

Late, again. Why do you do this to me?

WHY??

Now, I am furious! And numb! NUMB! I hate that feeling! I hate it! I hate it!

You're driving me nuts! You're killing me!

Can you see that I am in pain?? Go away! Now!! NOW!!!!

Aaaaargh!!!

Wednesday, July 2

Blahs, for now

Last Monday, I had the most tiring flight experience so far. My flight was at 11.55am but it delayed for about half an hour and when we were supposed to arrived at 1.45pm, we landed at 2.30pm. Got in the taxi at approximately 2.45pm and was stuck in a massive jam for almost two hours! I felt like my day was wasted away just like that.

Sooo tiring.. My eyes felt so droopy and I was so sleepy.. It was a good thing that daddy followed me down because I was able to snooze in the taxi! Hehe..

I think Airasia never uses the aerobridge in Kuching International Airport unless there are VIPs on board. The ex-CM of Penang and our local tourism minister was on our flight and we need not use the stairs to climb up to the plane. I kind of like it though! (^.^) But the aerobridge is great if it is raining! Hehe..

It's the start of the third semester and all our teachers are pressuring us to prepare for our A2 exams ASAP. What a nice way to say "Welcome back to college after your AS exam and 2-week holidays!". I think most of us, including me, got lazy after the exams and that must not be the case!! Since yesterday, I was mentally telling myself that I HAVE TO START MY A2 REVISION NOW IF NOT I'LL FLUNK! I need to catch up on the topics we pushed aside to study for our AS and catch up real quick!

Gaaah!!! Just when one exam is over, another is going to pop up in four months time! But I have to get used to it if I am going to do Actuarial Science. In case some of you do not know, after the course, you would still have to sit for Professional Papers when you are working in order to be promoted and be more qualified, or else how are you going to stand out from the rest and make more money? =P

And yes. I did choose this course because I DO want to make loads of money. NOT because I love money and want to spend it anyhow, but because I want to retire early and have a family and live a more comfortable life without financial difficulties!

Rendall, you hear that??

NO FINANCIAL DIFFICULTIES!!!

Kay? =P

Teehee..

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